hannah. 14. 22/12/1997. england. music. friends. i suffer with depression+i self harm. i will post my feelings on here and probably rant..don't like it, don't follow. always here if you need to talk, or visit the advice blog for a non triggering, happy place.
days without cutting: 29
COULD BE TRIGGERING.
trying to recover from self harm, depression and an eating disorder..
taking a break
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Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Skirt today..gah.
Haha i give up. When hollys not at school, abbies nice. When abbies not at school, hollys nice. But when they’re together they are utter dicks.
Went to the doctors.
On the way back from the dentist, we went into the pharmacy to see if they knew how i could treat my rash. They said they had never seen anything like it and to go to the doctor.
We went to the doctor and he said he didn’t know either. He made me take off my cardigan. The rash was only on my hand, but he insisted. I think he saw my scars.
I also told him that i thought my hsp might be coming back. He said that there is a possibility.
Fuck.
3 days, 21 hours and 57 minutes ahhhh
Mum said shes taking me to the hospital if the pain doesn’t stop. Fuck it. I don’t want to be in there. But i’m in so much pain right now.
Turning my phone and ipod off so dont bother trying to get hold of me anytime soon.
I was in a good mood.
But you know, fuck it all. If you want me to be in a shit mood, you’re going the right way about it. I thought you were one of my best fucking friends. Obviously not. You don’t think of anyone else but yourself. Yeah you’re having a tough time, but it doesn’t mean you can do this to everyone around you.
Oh yeah. Did i mention that mum said she might get me anger management.
Fuck it all.
Self harm is my biggest regret EVER.
